Things are going pretty well here. 2010 was a good year in many ways. In others, it was pretty difficult. I’m enjoying being “sober” (in quotes because that term seems strange for sex addiction, but I don’t know what else to call it – a little more than 1.5 years now of really being sober), but it can be pretty difficult sometimes…I guess I’m just not used to dealing with life without having some sort of crutch. I’m getting there, though. I’d much rather actually feel things and deal with things than let them build up over years and manifest in ways that aren’t consistent with who I am (or at least who I want to be). Regardless, this has been the first calendar year in a long time (a very long time) that was pornography-free for me. I’m looking forward to many more to come. I don’t want to get ahead of myself, though; I still try to take things as they come.
I don’t really have a lot to say…I just wanted anyone who might be reading to know that I’m still here and still working on my recovery. Good luck to everyone in 2011!
